Happy new year

And then one day...

Happy New Year to everyone!!! Thank you for reading my blog and learning with me... I wish you all a year of happiness, strength, love, gratitude, peace and delight. You are all beautiful beings who possess pure light that is able to radiate through your head down into your heart and out through your fingertips amongst others to feel. Tap into it and you will feel one with another. This is a year of coming together with others. Everyone on the planet needs to join together by diminishing hate and anger and creating more love. No more killing, fighting, beating, harassing... No more distinguishing between skin color and races... There is no yelling, neglecting, lying, sighing, ignoring... There is no separating one person, a group or a religion from others... You get the picture. The disgusting list could go on forever that which is wrong in our world but I refuse to blog of such disgrace... I just wish you all the best this New year. Just remember you need to make new choices to make new changes to create a better connection and warmth amongst others to see a difference in the world we have made...
Blessed be...
Love and light...
Heather Marie Rose

Brand New Time For Me

We all survived the end of the world! Are you relieved? We are all still here. But are you happy that you are living? Are you excited you did not die? I had a hard a time pondering on living in the present forgetting about the past and there is no tomorrow. I tried my best up until the the other night where I forced myself to do so. For a moment I stopped thinking. I experienced coming down from this cloud that I was trapped on with my eyes closed and felt the present. I went from the dimension of the future into where I was laying. All of a sudden I was cold and felt soft warmth on my feet with heat that caressed my back. I thought how are we suppose to be present when we know what tomorrow brings if we wake. I let go of all my past through aura and karma clearing. I did all my cord cutting and had shamanic healing. I read my tarot, received acupuncture, reiki, pulled angel cards, animal cards, used crystals and aromatherapy oils, lit candles, meditated, prayed, called on the higher source, burned sage and incense, cast spells by the moon, felt the ocean with the sand to ground my feet, faithfully was attuned with the ascending energy we were experiencing and cleared the shit out of what no longer served me or was holding me back. I cried continuously, spoke from my heart and let it all pour out. I dived in like it was my last day and layed the cards on the table. Was it worth it? As of now I am thinking no it wasn't because my heart feels like it might stop at any moment and my head needs to rest back on those soft clouds. I felt like some things that I have written up to now occurred in the opposite frame of what I wrote. I wrote about HOPE and felt disappointed being deferred. I blogged about lying to me and they were continuously told to me. But I have to say at least I stood by the truth. I kept going and never gave up. I stayed strong with a mission to reach my destiny. I believed in myself and knew my world was not going to end. I want to live and though this year may have been a continuous hurdle of ups and downs my flame did not diminish. It only grew brighter to light my way. I feel I can no longer be broken nor will anyone be able to break me down. As I was continuously searching, speaking and releasing before the end of the world I accomplished my mission. I am now able to manifest my destiny and continue on my given path....

The End Of The World- Can you feel it?

I have no more words to express to you until the END of the world. If those of you who make it pass the twenty first of December then please continue to read my blog...Until then I will no longer write...Why? Because I can feel it and I want you to feel it so listen to the words in the video.

The end of the world that has been so hyped up, I laugh at. Come on do you really think the world is going to end? No it's not. It's just a new beginning like the new year. What do we do with a new year? We try to be a better person. We set goals, a new beginning, a new life and a new start. We erase the old, grab a hold of what we really want and began again. You are given a fresh start to erase the past, truly love your present and the future does not exist. The only difference is that you need to follow through...

If some of you are out of the loop, according to the Mayan calendar destruction occurs, beneath you collapses and life on the planet dies. We are all doomed lol

We do not actually die physically but anything that surrounds us that serves no purpose to us anymore dies. Yes destruction occurs it may seem. Energetically, people, animals, jobs, homes, attachments, sacrifices or anything we have no control over will be wiped out of your life. Almost like if you were too scared to stand up to what is draining you and keeping you from being happy, the higher power will cut them from your life whether you like it or not. This means you will have to do no work or effort on your part at all. Yes it may feel in your heart that the world has collapsed beneath you because all of a sudden you feel the loss but you have no control over this ache. Or you may think I have been too lazy to give a shit to end things that i know are not right and now i do not need to cause someone else has done it for me. The only life on this planet that dies is your soul or your old self. How are we suppose to live until the end of the world? What do we need to do to prepare ourselves?

FROM THIS DAY forward WAKE UP with a SMILE on your face. Or FORCE the dam crease on your lips to use the biggest muscle in your body to move it. Then get out of your comfy bed. Or chant to yourself this is the last day of my life. I only have twenty four more hours to live. You probably would jump out from your covers to grasp it cause time is ticking. Now start eating your healthy breakfast. Or heck eat whatever makes you actually put food in your mouth because eating no breakfast at all consumes your muscle tissue and makes you develop unnecessary fat. Then take a shower and drown whatever is holding you back down the drain. Sing with the water, let your tears go down the drain, splash it with anger or laugh while you are putting shampoo in your hair. No worrying because this is your last day of life. Get dressed with your favorite piece of clothing and walk out your door with confidence because you look beautiful. But before you close the door look around and say thank you to the home that has provided you with shelter and warmth. You are now in your car. You always have the choice to drive to work or turn your car in another direction. If your job does not make you happy and full fill you from start to finish turn around.

But that means I will no longer have an income. Worry pours in... Money money money... Money is not everything. Do not focus your whole life on a piece of dirty paper. But that's what pays my bills and allows me to do what I think makes me happy. No worrying today because this is your last day of your life. All your savings and money will do you no good when you are six feet under. It really wont do your family any good either because they will be mourning the loss of you unless they are greedy.

If you decide to go to work you have a purpose and are moving in the right direction because you feel if this was your last day of your life you have built a foundation to live up to. Now take a half day and go spend it with your family or best friend, wife, husband, girlfriend or boyfriend etc. Remember time is ticking... Go to all of those who are important to you and let them know how you feel. These are your last words and encounters on this planet. Take them to your favorite place. Whatever needs to be expressed, do not hold back, whatever needs to be forgiven or loved, reach out for it. Make peace with yourself. Be vulnerable, take a chance and who cares what others may think. Time is a virtue. Be alive because soon you will die. Now that you have no burdens, stresses or worries cause all of the skeletons and life have come out of the closet breathe until your last breath.

For the ones who held the steering wheel with power and took another route to work which was not in the right direction, you made the right decision too. You dived in, realized enough is enough and went against the energy that no longer serves you any purpose. Do not ponder on if you made the right decision. You have been lingering on this thought for awhile. You made this decision in your mind awhile ago but were too scared to follow through. You only have twenty four hours to go. You still need to do the above though and grab what or who is in front of you that means anything to you and express your feelings. The difference between you and the person who went to work is you are still questioning and doubting life. You are not settling and are still searching. You put yourself here in this situation. But how did you get here? Why were you working where you were placed for so long? If you quickly are able to take hold of your steering wheel and go left instead of right what are you running from?

You are running against the wind. You are walking in the rain that soaks your body from head to toe or the ocean that splashes your feet with fear of it hitting your pants. You burn the wood that lights your fire but never let it extinguish on its own. You walk on fire that burns your soul but are scared to let it to continue to light your way. You stand in the sand that links you to the earth but you let it turn into quick sand.

So you went in the other direction with your car instead of going to work. Where are you going? You just gained eight more hours which may be more than the one who went to work instead of taking a half day. You are frantic cause now you only have twenty two hours to live... You are finally present in your being and are willing to make a change. What matters to you? What do you want? Who, what, where or when made you happy? Drive your steering wheel to that destination with the radio up loud...

This is number one remix (r kelly) I am bullet proof nothing to lose fire away fire away (David guetta/ sia) Its been a long time coming but i know a change is gonna come(seal) Heart beats fast colors and promises (Christina perri) Come adorn him with your praises (Miguel) You knocked me down from the start (christina perri) I really cant stay baby its cold outside (She and Him) Be my friend, hold me wrap me up (sia) Can you feel it? (R Kelly) Dance again (jennifer lopez) Dance for you (beyonce) Find the light in the beautiful sea (rihanna) These waters can get a little busy (usher) I am about to dive in (trey songz) Sorry blame it on me (akon) I know it ain't easy giving up your heart. Nobodies perfect. Trust me I have done it. (adele) They say what don't kill me can make me stronger (ludacris) I can only imagine (David guetta) I feel it all I feel it all (feist) Please don't judge me (Chris brown) You are like ice(Kelly Rowland) Its five o clock in the morning (tpain/lily allen). This is my last chance my last wish (Chris brown) I am living on sweet nothing (Calvin Harris) Where there is desire there's gonna be a flame. Where there is a flame someone's bound to get burned. Just because it burns doesn't mean your going to die. You got to get up and try and try (pink)
Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. I know its gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know its gonna be. I know its gonna to be. I know its gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know its gonna be ALL RIGHT!!! (Ellie Goulding)

The world may not end but you are given a second chance to live like everyday is your last. Do not be afraid to love. Do not be scared to cry or release emotions. Hold onto what is most important to you and completes you. Let go of people, things or places which no longer serve you or does not make you a better person. Laugh, smile, live, touch, need, fight, love, reach out, erase and just be. Now remember every ending is a new beginning. Every new beginning is an ending. Yin and yang continues to move in a movement to always balance you. Shift your awareness and being. Everything WILL be alright. Just become more present by staying grounded, let go of the past because it serves you no purpose and live like there is no future. In doing this your soul will be free! In realizing this you will be one with peace, happiness and love that will surround you day in and out and will light your way to your true destiny.

Unfold your wings

“I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.” ― C. JoyBell C.

Last day of Full Moon Energy

A lot of you have been feeling the crazy energy of the full moon this week! Many have been harboring  stagnant energy that has been lingering through high emotions. Some have been laughing while others crying uncontrollably. It's ok you will not die but will finally be alive. Release them and I promise the days to come will be lighter on you. Remember every ending is a beginning. Every death is a rebirth. Be strong and continue on with your head up. You will not be directed off your given path...