Monday, December 31, 2012
Sunday, December 30, 2012
And then one day...
Happy New Year to everyone!!! Thank you for reading my blog and learning with me... I wish you all a year of happiness, strength, love, gratitude, peace and delight. You are all beautiful beings who possess pure light that is able to radiate through your head down into your heart and out through your fingertips amongst others to feel. Tap into it and you will feel one with another. This is a year of coming together with others. Everyone on the planet needs to join together by diminishing hate and anger and creating more love. No more killing, fighting, beating, harassing... No more distinguishing between skin color and races... There is no yelling, neglecting, lying, sighing, ignoring... There is no separating one person, a group or a religion from others... You get the picture. The disgusting list could go on forever that which is wrong in our world but I refuse to blog of such disgrace... I just wish you all the best this New year. Just remember you need to make new choices to make new changes to create a better connection and warmth amongst others to see a difference in the world we have made...
Blessed be...
Love and light...
Heather Marie Rose
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Brand New Time For Me
Friday, December 21, 2012
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Monday, December 10, 2012
The End Of The World- Can you feel it?
I have no more words to express to you until the END of the world. If those of you who make it pass the twenty first of December then please continue to read my blog...Until then I will no longer write...Why? Because I can feel it and I want you to feel it so listen to the words in the video.
The end of the world that has been so hyped up, I laugh at. Come on do you really think the world is going to end? No it's not. It's just a new beginning like the new year. What do we do with a new year? We try to be a better person. We set goals, a new beginning, a new life and a new start. We erase the old, grab a hold of what we really want and began again. You are given a fresh start to erase the past, truly love your present and the future does not exist. The only difference is that you need to follow through...
If some of you are out of the loop, according to the Mayan calendar destruction occurs, beneath you collapses and life on the planet dies. We are all doomed lol
We do not actually die physically but anything that surrounds us that serves no purpose to us anymore dies. Yes destruction occurs it may seem. Energetically, people, animals, jobs, homes, attachments, sacrifices or anything we have no control over will be wiped out of your life. Almost like if you were too scared to stand up to what is draining you and keeping you from being happy, the higher power will cut them from your life whether you like it or not. This means you will have to do no work or effort on your part at all. Yes it may feel in your heart that the world has collapsed beneath you because all of a sudden you feel the loss but you have no control over this ache. Or you may think I have been too lazy to give a shit to end things that i know are not right and now i do not need to cause someone else has done it for me. The only life on this planet that dies is your soul or your old self. How are we suppose to live until the end of the world? What do we need to do to prepare ourselves?
FROM THIS DAY forward WAKE UP with a SMILE on your face. Or FORCE the dam crease on your lips to use the biggest muscle in your body to move it. Then get out of your comfy bed. Or chant to yourself this is the last day of my life. I only have twenty four more hours to live. You probably would jump out from your covers to grasp it cause time is ticking. Now start eating your healthy breakfast. Or heck eat whatever makes you actually put food in your mouth because eating no breakfast at all consumes your muscle tissue and makes you develop unnecessary fat. Then take a shower and drown whatever is holding you back down the drain. Sing with the water, let your tears go down the drain, splash it with anger or laugh while you are putting shampoo in your hair. No worrying because this is your last day of life. Get dressed with your favorite piece of clothing and walk out your door with confidence because you look beautiful. But before you close the door look around and say thank you to the home that has provided you with shelter and warmth. You are now in your car. You always have the choice to drive to work or turn your car in another direction. If your job does not make you happy and full fill you from start to finish turn around.
But that means I will no longer have an income. Worry pours in... Money money money... Money is not everything. Do not focus your whole life on a piece of dirty paper. But that's what pays my bills and allows me to do what I think makes me happy. No worrying today because this is your last day of your life. All your savings and money will do you no good when you are six feet under. It really wont do your family any good either because they will be mourning the loss of you unless they are greedy.
If you decide to go to work you have a purpose and are moving in the right direction because you feel if this was your last day of your life you have built a foundation to live up to. Now take a half day and go spend it with your family or best friend, wife, husband, girlfriend or boyfriend etc. Remember time is ticking... Go to all of those who are important to you and let them know how you feel. These are your last words and encounters on this planet. Take them to your favorite place. Whatever needs to be expressed, do not hold back, whatever needs to be forgiven or loved, reach out for it. Make peace with yourself. Be vulnerable, take a chance and who cares what others may think. Time is a virtue. Be alive because soon you will die. Now that you have no burdens, stresses or worries cause all of the skeletons and life have come out of the closet breathe until your last breath.
For the ones who held the steering wheel with power and took another route to work which was not in the right direction, you made the right decision too. You dived in, realized enough is enough and went against the energy that no longer serves you any purpose. Do not ponder on if you made the right decision. You have been lingering on this thought for awhile. You made this decision in your mind awhile ago but were too scared to follow through. You only have twenty four hours to go. You still need to do the above though and grab what or who is in front of you that means anything to you and express your feelings. The difference between you and the person who went to work is you are still questioning and doubting life. You are not settling and are still searching. You put yourself here in this situation. But how did you get here? Why were you working where you were placed for so long? If you quickly are able to take hold of your steering wheel and go left instead of right what are you running from?
You are running against the wind. You are walking in the rain that soaks your body from head to toe or the ocean that splashes your feet with fear of it hitting your pants. You burn the wood that lights your fire but never let it extinguish on its own. You walk on fire that burns your soul but are scared to let it to continue to light your way. You stand in the sand that links you to the earth but you let it turn into quick sand.
So you went in the other direction with your car instead of going to work. Where are you going? You just gained eight more hours which may be more than the one who went to work instead of taking a half day. You are frantic cause now you only have twenty two hours to live... You are finally present in your being and are willing to make a change. What matters to you? What do you want? Who, what, where or when made you happy? Drive your steering wheel to that destination with the radio up loud...
This is number one remix (r kelly) I am bullet proof nothing to lose fire away fire away (David guetta/ sia) Its been a long time coming but i know a change is gonna come(seal) Heart beats fast colors and promises (Christina perri) Come adorn him with your praises (Miguel) You knocked me down from the start (christina perri) I really cant stay baby its cold outside (She and Him) Be my friend, hold me wrap me up (sia) Can you feel it? (R Kelly) Dance again (jennifer lopez) Dance for you (beyonce) Find the light in the beautiful sea (rihanna) These waters can get a little busy (usher) I am about to dive in (trey songz) Sorry blame it on me (akon) I know it ain't easy giving up your heart. Nobodies perfect. Trust me I have done it. (adele) They say what don't kill me can make me stronger (ludacris) I can only imagine (David guetta) I feel it all I feel it all (feist) Please don't judge me (Chris brown) You are like ice(Kelly Rowland) Its five o clock in the morning (tpain/lily allen). This is my last chance my last wish (Chris brown) I am living on sweet nothing (Calvin Harris) Where there is desire there's gonna be a flame. Where there is a flame someone's bound to get burned. Just because it burns doesn't mean your going to die. You got to get up and try and try (pink)
Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. Anything could happen. I know its gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know its gonna be. I know its gonna to be. I know its gonna be. I know it's gonna be. I know its gonna be ALL RIGHT!!! (Ellie Goulding)
The world may not end but you are given a second chance to live like everyday is your last. Do not be afraid to love. Do not be scared to cry or release emotions. Hold onto what is most important to you and completes you. Let go of people, things or places which no longer serve you or does not make you a better person. Laugh, smile, live, touch, need, fight, love, reach out, erase and just be. Now remember every ending is a new beginning. Every new beginning is an ending. Yin and yang continues to move in a movement to always balance you. Shift your awareness and being. Everything WILL be alright. Just become more present by staying grounded, let go of the past because it serves you no purpose and live like there is no future. In doing this your soul will be free! In realizing this you will be one with peace, happiness and love that will surround you day in and out and will light your way to your true destiny.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Unfold your wings
“I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.” ― C. JoyBell C.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Last day of Full Moon Energy
A lot of you have been feeling the crazy energy of the full moon this week! Many have been harboring stagnant energy that has been lingering through high emotions. Some have been laughing while others crying uncontrollably. It's ok you will not die but will finally be alive. Release them and I promise the days to come will be lighter on you. Remember every ending is a beginning. Every death is a rebirth. Be strong and continue on with your head up. You will not be directed off your given path...
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Happy Full Moon Today!!! Only the Strong Will Continue
Happy Full Moon Today. Gemini/Sagittarius influences this full moon creating an imbalance. Gemini helps us connect to our lower mind while Sagittarius connects us to our higher mind. Try to bring your physical together with your spiritual being. Wednesdays energy may very strong considering it is also a lunar eclipse... The sun will pass by the moon today bringing forth abrubt endings, surprises and death or rebirth. Communication and choices will be the key. Today is a very powerful moon that will influence you on a deep physical, emotional, mental and spiritual level. Good luck! Only the strong will continue..The ones who are ready to dive into their purpose and begin their journey that they were placed on this earth for will succeed! Do you have it in you?
All I do is stay focused straight forward at the world and beyond I feel people pulling me down. I feel some pulling me up I can’t get stuck. I just keep moving forward. I got places to go man. Let’s go...
When the Armageddon start get dread A lot of weak are to weep and moan Only the strong will continue do you have it in you? 'Cause we’ve got a journey to go And when the battle get sour and dread A lotta weak heart a wither and moan Only the strong will continue I know you have it in you I know you have it in you
Hey.. The victory’s found in truth, like innocence found in youth Self defeat is your own dispute and when you put yourself in a ya own shoes Either you’re winning or losing don’t you get it confused 'Cause you starring in a ya own movie playing of a role you choose so Stand up and fight if you know say you right and no you won’t ever fail Tipping the scale and the wind shall prevail and the boat shall forever sail (hey) There ain’t no stopping our cruising even when you’re battered and bruised Hold gun all di sprinklers and he tell him bust my gat tougher than Zeus
When the Armageddon’s dark and dread A lot of weak are to weep and moan Only the strong will continue do you have it in you? Come we’ve got a journey to go And when the battle get sour and dread A lot of weak heart a wither and moan Only the strong will continue I know you have it in you I know you have it in you
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death New York to Cali for the money, power, respect It’s a journey, some’ll get left behind coz in life you cannot press rewind Get it right. You only have one first chance to make one first impression that lasts a lifetime Reputations to proceed itself do you believe in hell? Babylon, greed for wealth Do you deceive yourself and let your ego swell And disregard those who most need your help Thick skinned, the dark won’t take my soul Survived spiritual wars, see my welts And the evils felt but faith is stronger I saw grown men fall when I was a youngster But I clenched my fist Ready to go against whoever Tie my Timb’s and rise in the end
When the Armageddon start get dread A lot of weak are to weep and moan Only the strong will continue do you have it in you? Now we’ve got a journey to go And when the battle get sour and dread A lot of weak heart wither and moan Only the strong will continue I know you have it in you I know you have it in you
No man live forever but never say never Every goodie want better, just be a go getter And always be clever in every endeavour Coz drastic time call for drastic measure Your girl try to pleasure from ya navel string sever The land and the treasure work for whatever Jah say don’t be a beggar, the alpha omega Will bless every soul no matter which name you prefer The immortal stepper believe in every skin no matter which colour leather Will never let you down no matter which kind of weather You’re destined to rise like the son of Rebecca don’t stop for a second Every man reckon it sure would be good to be there Whether Zion or Mecca when the gates are finally closed And the saints go marching in
When the Armageddon start get dread A lot of weak are to weep and moan Only the strong will continue do you have it in you? Now we’ve got a journey to go And when the battle get sour and dreadA lot of weak heart a wither and moan Only the strong will continue I know you have it in you I know you have it in you
I'm a street lifer, always harassed by the C-ciphers Chief-like, Geronimo with his peace pipeI emerged from the street life This for the homies who relate, know what it be like My QB life Taken and turned to the Louie XIII light Twisted and mangled sorta like Bruce Lee life Cursed with his son Brandon if that's you and me knight I pray our fate's greater I speak like I still matter as a rapper, not doubtin' Even Toni Braxton signed a deal with Craig Kallman How in, the hell am I supposed to stay comfy? When I pay child support, alimony, monthly? Got Maserati's and Ferrari's Only like a woman whose a rider but only hoes want me Single life crazy, niggas wives on me I say stay faithful, they say their man corny So I'm stuck with some married woman, so fine Cheatin while their husband rushin' on the 40 yard line Wonder if this is what my ex did the whole time Good niggas seem to always end up with some hard times, hope not If a pimp slippin' in a hoe plot, ain't nothin' to it G In a two-tone drop, kid And it don't stop, see a nigga disappearin' With the baddest honey's in the whole spot, yeah
-Nas/Damian Marley
Monday, November 26, 2012
Essiac Tea (Up to the Mountain)
Following the education and surprise I heard from my teacher about the Hoxey Clinic I began to research the subject. As I said in a previous blog I was not able to find much about the clinic. But I came across the Essiac Tea. Essiac is the name of the nurse Rene Caisse spelled backwards. She developed this tea made of burdock root, slippery elm bark, turkey rhubarb and sheep sorrel. Rene Caisse would bottle up large batches of this tea and give it away to patients in her community with cancer and other diseases. People were reversing all kinds of cancer and different ailments until the Ontario government got a hold of this and shut her down. Evidence was burned and she was threatened to not make this tea anymore.
I decided to try the tea on myself. I bought six amber bottles, the stainless steel pot and strainer, two gallons of distilled water and the herbs that are already measured to the correct dose. You are able to drink this tea once a day for preventive care and a slight detox. Take it twice a day for chronic ailments and up to four times a day to reverse cancer and life threatening diseases. These are all blood purifying herbs and since it detoxes the cells and kills cancer cells you need to make sure you drink plenty of water so your body does not become dehydrated.
After a couple months on this tea, my mother began to take it. She started to detox heavily because she was not consuming enough water but she began to lose some weight. A year later my grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer that was rapidly spreading. He had radiation and chemotherapy which eventually spread the cancer to his liver. I put him on the tea and he took it faithfully for a year. When he visited his doctors they were very surprised to see no more lung cancer and was not able to find anything wrong in his body. My grandfather was able to live many more years on that tea until he died in the hospital of mrsa and an overdose of morphine. What a dam coincidence. Years later I treated a brain cancer patient who was in and out of the hospital with treatments. Her cancer started with the breast and rapidly spread to other parts of her body. She took the tea on and off again for a year and began to feel better again. I trained her in level one reiki to assist the process of healing so she would be able to reiki herself everyday. She passed away over a year ago the moment she stopped taking the tea and the conventional doctors played with her head luring her into all their new treatments for brain cancer. Those treatments worked so well that they killed her.
Cancer patients were continually put in my path and I would with all my heart try to convince them to take this tea. I struggled with the patients who would take the tea, see the tumors shrink or disapear and then still continue on with the radiation or chemotherapy that eventually killed them or fucked them up worse than when they were diagnosed. Or the ones who would question me how could this be true. You mean for less than 40$ a month a tea is going to help my dis-ease. They would become obsessed with the information on the internet about the Essiac tea trying to find something wrong with it. Well of course you are not going to find something good about your typical cancer because the internet is filled with trying to ban the tea. (Read Hoxsey clinic and Which side do we choose blog). Some people didn't like the taste and others enjoyed taking the tea which only equals a half of cup each time swallowed. I would tell them hold your nose, just take it back and then drink juice after. If this tea is saving your life, hold onto your life and have the strength to drink it. Most people are scared of cancer. They shribble up inside of themselves when they even hear the word. We relate the word cancer to death. No body wants to die. Its pathedic that when you are diagnosed with cancer the doctors tell you how long you have to live. No body has the right to tell a person when their life will end. They have already given up on you because they put a time on your light and when it will be blown out. I would tell each patient you are going to live. Your body has its own ability to heal itself. They would have a bit a faith in their eyes all of a sudden and for a minute would believe me...
No disrespect to those with cancer or people who have lost love ones to cancer. I have lost many who I care and love to cancer too. This will be the last blog on cancer that I write. Any of you who want more information on this tea from a site that comes from the truth go to www.herbalhealer.com. Their herbs are fresh and there are many testimonials on the Essiac tea. A great book to read is Calling of an Angel by Dr. Gary Glum who goes into further details on the Essiac tea.
No I do not have cancer but who knows maybe I once did. I have felt lumps in my body. I have had chronic ailments. While I was taking the tea they disappeared. Does those who question me, tell me you are not in my shoes, are not the one who has cancer and not able to relate to you make you feel any better now? I once wanted to dedicate my life to treating cancer patients. I believe we are able to reverse any disease in our body if we have the will. But I will no longer treat any cancer patient unless they are begging me to help assist in saving their life while on their knees. Sounds kind of harsh I know. I have not been put on this earth for people to waste my energy and my time if they are not able to put in the effort. I am not able to go up against the FDA, government, cancer society and the doctors who have brainwashed you. I have given up. They have more power and are stronger than me.
Therefore you may need to go up to the mountain on your own, find the calmness and quietness and listen to your body. There will be no chaos or racket around you to disturb you. When you are one with yourself you will have all the answers. If you were strong enough to climb up that mountain, the way down will be much easier... Love and Light
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Clap your hands with love
I feel sad and ecstatic for those who lingered after the story ended. I guess not only for them but for myself. I stayed in their present consuming their hope and being. They made me more aware of who I am and made me happy that there are still ones out there who breathe love into their lungs. I admit I am a romantic by heart and a true bull by my sign.
The movie is a series by hint and was the finale but I have never felt such energy from an audience. When the enemies were killed hands clapped since it was long over due. No one one wants their loved ones to hurt before their very own eyes. Finally no more suffering amongst the good who always project only love. A battle field was shed amongst the good and the evil. Life is all about love. When you love your family, friends, animals and partners you feel connected. The screening reminded me how much one will do for another they care so much for. Those people take risks. They put others that they love so deeply first before themselves. They will die while being brave and not afraid for someone. No matter what the outcome may be they will stand up and take a bullet to protect and conquer the enemy.
You might be thinking yea whatever...Love stories and movies blah blah blah You girls are into that shit... No its not that at all. I feel you do not see people fighting for their loved ones anymore as much. If they are about to lose someone they will just let go and give up. It's easier to just let go then to present the situation stand up for what you need so eager and not run away because it may be to hard. There is just no effort anymore. Grab the person you love by the hand or the chest by reaching out to them and take a stance. Do not be knock down and lazy and have no fight in your soul. Be the person you are and go after what you want. Not just a partner but your family or friend who has been there through thick and thin. Have their back for gods sake. What do you have to lose? Be a man...Be a woman...Stop being so scared to feel what resides in your heart. Love with your power that radiates through your fingertips amongst each human you come in contact with. Shine your love and light amongst them through your eyes and the energy will reciprocate back to you.
The audience clapped at the end because everyone always loves good endings. The battlefield scene was just a vision of what would of happened if it occurred. But by foreseeing the future through the eyes of the good it was stopped. The bad stepped back because love conquered all. Love will always conquer the bad but if you do not step forward with both feet guards down and vision rooted, you matter of well just go hide and crawl in a deep dark spot where no one will ever find you...because that's where you probably deserve to be. Clap your hands and start swaying back and forth and love and love and love some more...love and light to all who read this:)
“The source of love is deep in us and we can help others realize a lot of happiness. One word, one action, one thought can reduce another person’s suffering and bring that person joy.” -Thich Nhat Hanh
Friday, November 16, 2012
Just Be said my Dear Friend
When we allow ourselves to just take a deep breath in and exhale out we relax. If we are always pondering our situations and emotions we lose our present being. We become scattered and not grounded to the earth we walk on.
You may be thinking well how do I just be? I am stressed out, emotional, worrying, tired, questioning and feeling exhuberated. I feel like chopping someone's head off, I am angry, pissed off and wondering why this is happening to me.
Lovelies stop trying to CONTROL every situation brought forth to you. Most of the time it is just too much for you to handle anyway. Life is a test. When we we ace the questions by answering by our first instincts we pass with a grade of 100%. Do not second guess yourself or you will fail.
What I am trying to say is that if we were given situations that we ponder on too much consuming our being we will lose out on the minutes that are so sacred. If our mind is always chaotic and controlling we will not be able to hear the beauty of the rain falling continuously outside. We will miss out on others voices that are humming a melody to our senses.
When it rains it always pours. When it it pours it becomes a little louder. When it comes down pounding against the gravel it awakens you to the point where your are not able to hear anything besides continuous water flowing over and over again. The rain is so strong you are not able to listen to the racket of your brain. Almost like your heart is pounding, drowning out every inch of your being. May be a little too much for you to bear because the echoing of the pin drops are so fierce. Then lightening and thunder breaks through the night sky and rumbles through your veins. It may rain for a bit or a few hours at a continuous pace. You feel attuned to this repetitive noise that has bellowed through your feelings. But then all of a sudden it lightens up. Little by little the rain becomes to a halt. Silence gracefully steps in as if the rain washes away most of your doubts, questions and fears. You are back to where you started from. Only this time just be my dear friends.....
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Owls
“A wise old owl sat on an oak; The more he saw the less he spoke; The less he spoke the more he heard; Why aren't we like that wise old bird?”- wisdom quote
An owl’s eye never moves.
It always looks forward.
Forward through the dark.
Forward through the light.
This owl may twist.
They may veer.
She can rotate.
He can flip upside down.
But always forward.
Up or
Down or
Left or
Right but
Always Forward.- unknown author
I talk with the moon, said the owl
While she lingers over my tree
I talk with the moon, said the owl
And the night belongs to me.
I talk with the sun, said the wren
As soon as he starts to shine
I talk with the sun, said the wren
And the day is mine. - wisdom quote
A serious writer is not to be confounded with a solemn writer. A serious writer may be a hawk or a buzzard or even a popinjay, but a solemn writer is always a bloody owl. -Ernest Hemingway
Monday, November 12, 2012
Hoxsey clinic
I have described in the last two blogs about money and cancer. I will continue on with my story of what I started doing to help people reverse their cancer following my teachers lecture. Then I will drop the subject of cancer and money. As I continue to blog I am not trying to lecture or preach about this matter. I am just sharing with you what I have learned through experience. This was part of the process of my life and I felt I was not able to eliminate this subject that may be touchy for some in order to bring you through my fifteen years that I am writing about.
I just find this photo below to be too funny to not share. I will not comment on the words but take the time to read it and feel what resonates with you...
I've realized that being happy is a choice. You never want to rub anybody the wrong way or not be fun to be around, but you have to be happy. When I get logical and I don't trust my instincts - Thats when I get in trouble.
-Angelina jolie
Saturday, November 10, 2012
Money
Well I understand completely with those who unfortunately end up with barely any money to put food in their mouth. Now first I want to make it clear I am not comparing myself to those who are unfortunate to have lost their home and their being with the latest storm. Nor the people in our country or other countries who have nothing at all. I have never been that broken. I just pray and send them all my love and light. But there have been two times in my life where I have struggled a little. I have never came from a rich family. I lived in an apartment until we needed to move out because my parents felt the neighborhood was not safe for their children to live in. Therefore I realize my parents must have struggled too back in the day. My sister and I loved our small apartment more than the house we moved into. We accepted where we lived and knew no better. That was the same familiar surrounding where we picked our berries off the trees.
The first time i have struggled with barely any money we will discuss in a later blog because it was linked to the moment I lost who I was. But the second time I ended up living on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for awhile. Later in life I learned peanut butter thrives on aflatoxin which is a mold that grows automatically on peanuts because they grow underground. I no longer eat peanut butter and have switched to almond butter or sunflower butter lol But that is besides the point. I just want you to understand that I know the feeling of having no money, ruining my credit for years and learning how to spend and calculate to the last dollar while developing anxiety.
When I was twenty I would hang out with my friend and her younger boyfriend by ten years who she had a child with and learn how to cook with barely no money at all. This was the first time I was educated on food stamps and section eight housing. She showed me the Spanish markets of Springfield MA isle by isle and I would learn how to make rice and beans cheap. Sofrito, cilantro, rice, black beans, Sazon Goya and Vienna sausages. Pair that dish with plantains and guacamole, hot sauce and I would eat a feast.
Now let's role through a couple years. I have experienced the other side of money too. Fancy dinners where you order the highest price item on the menu because your guest is showing off, VIP rooms in casinos, VIP concerts in many arenas, VIP in bar lounges where your friend was connected to the springfield head mafia member you disliked so much you threw your drink in his face one night, suites in high end hotels, trips to stamford CT where I was paid for my bartending shift to escort my manager and VIP rooms in strip clubs where coke was always shoved at you because I looked like a rock star.
Let's fast forward...
I know the meaning of money through the rich and poor. I know and have experienced what people do for their money. I gave you a few examples that I have been through. I say a few because unfortunately I have seen other ways we will leave unspoken for.
I am sharing with you that I know it is hard to make money. I shine light to all of you who are not able to find a job. I shine love to the hard working housekeepers I work with who are paid shit but still can laugh. I shine energy to the ones who keep their head up high though they only get minimum wage. I shine life amongst those who continue to hold their pride and continue to pray for hope that they may be recognized for their hard work for once.
Lets be present for a moment. What would happen if you were diagnosed with cancer but were living on rice and beans or peanut butter and jelly sandwiches? That was all you could afford. You were down to your last dollar. No insurance, no credit cards, no savings, no family members or friends to support you. Nothing!!!! You were barely homeless. What would you choose to do? You have not many choices huh.....???? Surprisingly I hate to tell you but you are actually better off than the person who has all the money in the world.......
Which Side Do We Choose? I am only the sweetest girl
I speak of this lecture from my college teacher as words that are spoken from some high creator. As I have said in previous blogs you can take what I say with a grain of salt or you can just listen and let yourself be open. I am sharing my lecture with you because we all have a choice and the power over our own bodies. Are you going to own that power and take control of your one life you are given? Or are you going to sit back comfortably because it's easier to just wrap a chain around your neck and have others walk you like a dog? It all comes down to which side are you going to choose?
My professor lectured us that day on the Hoxsey clinic in Mexico. He described to us how the clinic started in the United States but was eventually driven out by the FDA/Government officials and now resides in Mexico. Harry Hoxsey is the original founder of the clinic and was later passed onto Mildred Nelson. The clinic was known for reversing cancer in many people through numerous modalities including the Hoxsey diet. They had such a great outcome and following that the FDA threatened them and pushed them out of Texas. Do even know what threaten means? They warn you first, then put you on their list and watch you. If you continue to live by the truth they knock on your door and threaten you some more. Keep on doing what you are doing and they will threaten you some more over and over again until you leave the United States or you will die. Not just your being but every paper or evidence you may hold.
You may be thinking why would they do such a thing? Well the clinic hardly charged any money for their services. They had such wonderful results in reversing cancer that there were numerous people knocking on their doors in hope. But this took away from the money conventional cancer therapies were receiving on a daily basis. The drug companies including chemotherapy, radiation and surgery are a multi trillion dollar company. You think they have your best interest at heart but it all comes down to the dollar dollar bill y'all.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
The Teacher
I was getting my associates degree in science at MCTC in CT. At the end of my last semester the second year I took a nutrition course. One day my teacher brought to my attention the cure for cancer. My ears popped opened with curiosity. The only classes I loved were my photography ones but that day I developed a new love. If I ever got anything out of this basic community college it was the teacher who woke me up out of my senses. I not only remember the time of day but of all the classrooms I remember my surroundings and the lightening. Seems strange to me how vivid the setting was and how I will remember the morning forever. That day is one of my many moments which made me who I am today.
The next blog we will discuss the lecture that nudged me to research the truth of life we take for granted and how we all are given a choice...
Sunday, November 4, 2012
50 Cent - Keep It Movin New (For Amber:)
You all are thinking what the hell does a 50 cent video have to do with your blogging words? Well sometimes you need to take life a little less serious, listen to the beat, close your eyes and allow a little bit of rhythm make the world go round. Now go get your headphones and plug them into your phone or computer and tune in because you are not going to be able to hear the shallow beat without them. You might find yourself standing up and shaking any ounce you carry or you might just hit stop. Whatever moves you. But we all need to keep on moving. Life is moving faster, our energy is increasing, try to keep up....I dare you....
Cat's Claw•uña de gato
Cat's Claw known as the Peruvian life-giver has many therapeutic benefits beside increasing the immune proteins interleukin -1 and -6 and the white blood cells. The herb helps with rheumatoid arthritis, osteoarthritis, wound healing, herpes, aids, intestinal problems, allergies, irregular menstruation, hemorrhages, dysentery and many other ailments.
Known as Una de gato as the sacred herb of the rainforest by many shamans of Peru, the herb prevents cancers, aids in DNA cellular repair and inhibits tumor cell division. Una de gato has high antioxidant and blood building/cleansing properties which aids in lowering cholesterol and supporting the heart.
The shamans believed the herb was a balancer between the physical and spiritual. When disease started to set into the body it would effect the soul and would create an imbalance between the two. Once ingested Una de gato would help bring the two forms of spiritual and physical into unity.
The cause is within us. The cure is within us. When we know this our concept of disease is no longer that of something fixed upon the body cells which must be purged, cut or burned away. It is not something coming in from the outside which we cannot prevent. Rather it is a change from within, and we must find the reason why the body changes its perfect pattern to vibrate to discord rather than to harmony. ~Rebecca Beard
Friday, November 2, 2012
Sovereign silver
Everyone needs to add sovereign silver to their medicinal cabinets. At the first sign of a cold you put a dropper full under your tongue up to seven times a day and no more. Taste like water and works as a natural antibiotic to kill any infection you may have in your body. To improve your immune on a regular basis throughout this flu season take once a day. Whole foods sells it if you need it right away along with www.herbalhealer.com at a discounted price. Even if your cold turns into an infection because you did not catch it, still reach for the Collidal silver and opt for no antibiotics!!!
Friday, October 26, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
15 years ago
Well I honestly think it all started from childhood. Children are so in tune to the world that everything just comes natural. When my sister and I were young we would go outside and gather red berries off the tree along with twigs, branches, flowers, leaves, grass and dirt. We would spend hours carefully picking the earth apart and mixing what we found with water and flour. Then we would decorate all the trees around our playground with this colorful paste. At a young age we already knew there must be something wonderful growing around us.
Years passed by and I started dabbling in paganism and was interested in how the witches knew which medicinal herbs to brew in their pot to cure many ailments. Now I know you may be thinking "ok this girl is a witch, I had enough of this voodoo and I will discontinue reading". Trust me you won't be the first or the the last to make assumptions. But please carry on with me and be amused. A long time ago witches were hung because they were just mixing together what is given to us that grows freely on this earth. When people sipped on their liquid herbal medicine, they simply felt better. Witches have nothing to do with voodoo by the way. They believe in doing no harm to none. Therefore I continued reading more and more books on natural remedies and came across astragalus root. Instead of going to my routine doctor I took this herb. It is a natural antibiotic that boosts your immune cells. It increases the number of stem cells in bone marrow and activates white blood cells. It stimulates the "germ-eating" macrophages, activates T-cells, natural killer cells and produces immune globulins. Now I am not saying this was the only treatment I gave myself. I made soups, drank herbal teas and rested. I allowed my body to heal itself on it's own and it did gracefully. No antibiotics, Tylenol cold flu or cough syrup!
Next blog we will continue on with other ways to catch colds at the first sign or symptom you feel....
Monday, October 22, 2012
Half way through
Everyone has a doctor in him or her; we just have to help it in its work. The natural healing force within each one of us is the greatest force in getting well. Our food should be our medicine. Our medicine should be our food. But to eat when you are sick, is to feed your sickness. Hippocrates
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Surrender
Today's moon in Capricorn creates an ending to your blockages. Have you noticed any shift in your emotions over the weekend? Do you feel you may have no emotion at all? Things and voices do not resonate with your heart. What seemed to be burdens or guilt or sadness have diminished. Your weight feels lighter or you feel no more struggle. Or you may have just gave in. If you have reached this point in your life you have taken the next step and surrendered. You have reached the present moment.
The stars that have fallen from the sky last night with the meteor shower have disappeared. This significance has allowed you to let go. But in taking this step you have gained a true connection with yourself. The moons energy is giving you an extra push tonight to clear any remainder of negativity that no longer serves you. You may feel as though you are ready to finally take the next step to your own truth and destiny. This time you will be able to do it with ease with no one or thing in your path to stop you! Love and light to all...
"Be brave.
When you have the courage to face your fears,
silent strength will be given to you."
- Jasmeine Moonsong
Monday, October 15, 2012
Skeletons in the closet begone
Pulled from this article key words of this new moon today:
The early bird catches the worm, wake-up calls, resurrecting, alarms, kicks up the arses, speaking up, coming out of the closet, playing devils advocate, a new dawn, stirring things up, being inspired, finding ones gifts, feeling brilliant, realizations, taking action, being daring, breaking the cycle, spanner in the works, purging, clearing out clutter, cleaning the windows to let the light in, addressing the grime, getting your hands dirty, cleansing, shining a torch in the dark
http://darkstarastrology.com/new-moon-october-2012/
Thursday, October 4, 2012
79% full waning gibbous
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Simple
True death comes from our fingers and pores that radiate dead energy that has overcome us. When was the last time you just sat there and thought pure happy thoughts? When was the last time you realized you create what is in front of you?
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
HOPE- DISAPPOINTMENT DEFERRED
I went home and pondered the word deferred. The definition is to put off to a later time; postpone. We all know what the outcome of disappointments may bring to us in life. Put the two together and there is no hope.
It's funny because in a way what he said could be true in some scenarios. Many of us hope for a lot of things in life. We daydream and wish on circumstances to occur. But unless we move out of our comfort zone and take chances on our hopes and dreams they will be just disappointments in the future because we never acted upon them. We stood there or laid there hoping this or that will come our way but we never got up and acted upon them. Fear held us back because we did not want to be disappointed. We were afraid so we took a step back.
Fear does not rule you or own you. Nor does disappointment. Erase those words from your memory and continue on with hope. Do not give up and awaken each day to the meaning of hope-"feeling that what is wanted can be had or that the events will turn out for the best; to expect with confidence!" Turn your hopes into a reality and stop pondering on what should be. Let go and give in....
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Four cold walls against my will...(adele)
I have hit the four cold walls against my will.... These occurrences with my car I have developed. I take full responsibility for each one of them.
What do we do when life makes us aware that we are creating these incidences? That our vehicle that transports us around is similar to our own body and heart. This definitely is not the first time these electrical mishaps have happen to me. They don't just come in one or in pairs but they just keep overbearing me until I take control of the situation. So what do I or you do to stop this?
You get down on your knees and sometimes even further to the ground and you call on your higher power. Whether it be your God, Goddess, Spirit, Angel, Buddha, etc. Though they may be showing you a lesson they will always listen. They are just waiting for you to call on them so they can light your way. Then you look into the subtle messages they are sending you through your mishaps and you reverse them. Sit there and remember what was going on in your life or what were you thinking when things started going wrong. You create your life. Start owning it. Start living it. Become aware. Become present. Have faith. Have belief. Love it. Love it some more and then truly love it.
Why do we fall to ground and kneel to pray? You have finally become one with earth that was made from your creator. Touching the coldness of dirt against your skin calms you. You have learned to let go and become vulnerable. You realize enough is enough and you surrender by listening.
My headlight being out signifies to open my eyes a little wider. Not just my physical eyes but deep down into my soul. The speeding ticket tells me to slow it down and stop thinking too much and just except the presence occurrences. The battery shows me I am being drained and to nurture my being before I am completely no use to myself or others. The parking ticket calls out to just surrender already. Last but not least, the car not starting addresses an emotional situation that needs to be started.
Blessed be...
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Lie to me
I have stressed through previous blogs about the truth. But the lies need to be addressed. The opposite of the truth is to lie to me. What is the definition of a lie?
LIE:
1. a deliberately false statement; an intentional falsehood.
2. a statement intended to deceive, even if literally true; a half truth
Psalm 12
1Help, Lord, for the godly are no more;
the faithful have vanished from among men.
2Everyone lies to his neighbor;
their flattering lips speak with deception.
3May the Lord cut off all flattering lips
and every boastful tongue
4that says, “We will triumph with our tongues;
we own our lipsb—who is our master?”
5“Because of the oppression of the weak
and the groaning of the needy,
I will now arise,” says the Lord.
“I will protect them from those who malign them.”
6And the words of the Lord are flawless,
like silver refined in a furnace of clay,
purified seven times.
7O Lord, you will keep us safe
and protect us from such people forever.
8The wicked freely strut about
when what is vile is honored among men.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Hustle and Bustle
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Hello again
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Five senses plus
But how come if most of us have all our senses or some of them why are we not using them? Why are we being like the victims who have lost all of our five senses? We are not even mentioning our sixth sense intuition! Most people don't even hear that one or know its there even when it is screaming at you!
But everyone has a choice and a life path. If we are able to fully use all of our six senses through truth we would question. We would not be like robots who believe we should be programmed to the words spoken by higher authority. We would become more aware and start looking into the truth by trusting in ourselves and asking? Questioning? Wondering? Pondering? Realizing? Knowing? Believing? Standing?
Open your eyes and see through your mouth. Inhale through your nose and smell with your hands. Listen with your ears and please try to start hearing with your intuition! We all have a mission on this earth. We all have a purpose on this planet. We are all here for a reason. Don't let the chaotic days disturb you by dropping everything and believing in what you hear or see or touch or smell or taste. But dig deeper and own it by feeling what is right by your intuition. Then you will know the truth because it comes from what is inside. Inside of your true inner-being..
Monday, April 30, 2012
What is truth Continued....
There are many ways to encounter truth. This is one way. In the next blog we will summarize another form of truth but for now I leave you with this.... What would happen if we lost all of our senses? Ponder on all of them one by one and then take them all away from you....
Monday, April 23, 2012
What is truth?
DEFINITION OF TRUTH:
1 The quality or state of being true.
2 That which is true or in accordance with fact or reality.
3 A fact or belief that is accepted as true.
Looks like truth could be a fact or a belief that equals the truth. Some truth could come from a belief until it is accepted into reality. Or there are somethings we know that are true by just looking in front of us. Try it!! Look up and what is the first thing you see in front of you? I see a bureau. Well the bureau is a bureau and there's no arguinng that. That is a fact to be true. Now go outside and look up into the sky with your head tilted back. What do you see? The sky? Clouds? Rain? Tall trees? Birds? Flowers? In the next day take a walk even if it is just around your home. Quietly look up down and side to side as you walk. What do you see? Or maybe even smell or hear or taste?
TO BE CONTINUED.........
"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find anything that agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."
(Siddhartha Gautama)
(The Buddha)
563-483 B.C.